Friday, November 28, 2008
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Ever hear people say "LIFE SUCKS!" ? It's silly, but I think that's true!
I’ve been waiting for her for a very long time. But because of my fuckin’ self is so stupid, and I always forgot about my way of life. She is always with someone else. Why you did this to me God?!, I know I often forget about you and your tasks. But please, do not tear us apart!! “– I write that on my Friendster page.Did you all know why I wrote that shit on my page?It’s because I do my life in that way. I do my life with that piece of shit things that keep bothering me, and always on my mind in every single time! Sometimes I feel alone because of no one can wipe my tears in my cry or just to make me keep on my big fuckin’ smile when I in some chaos. And sometimes I feel happy with friends do to me just to make me smile, while inside me, I’m crying!Yeah, I know I wrong, I know I stupid, but with all of my sins the heaven will not receive me, instead of the hell will welcomed me. Just because of some idiotism that nailed in my brain, I transformed myself into a walking dead with no fuckin’ brain which is he has only couples of missions: HIGH, DRUNK, DEAD!You all know why I do my life in this fuckin’ terrible way?Unfortunately it’s just because of one mistake that I’ve ever made when I was 15-16 years old (I’m sorry, I forget what’s my age on that time).
It’s start when I graduate from my Junior High School. After 5-6 months of my graduate. I became often to hangout with my Junior High School friends. Some of them is school, and some of them is didn’t. My friend who didn’t school is start asking me to drink a little bit, some of them is asking me to use the ‘ganja’ for sure.
But, because of my age is so want to know ‘the new stuff in my life’, I start with try the drinks of course, but (aaarrrggh, shit!, why is that thing is so tasty?!), it’s became some of addiction to me, I was not try to stop that, but I start to drink, drink, and drink again until I collapse because of drunk.
Later that day, I wake up with a terrible headache.
My god dammed activities is keep on going within 2-3 weeks until I try the ‘ganja’.When I first try the ‘ganja’, my mind is like fly away leaving my body in the earth! And this kind of ‘high’ is became some of new addiction to me of course. I using the ‘ganja’ almost everyday on my life (in that time of course). I keep doing that until myself is become so fuckin’ stupid, and my parents is start asking me things like: “Are you drink alcohol?”, or “Are you use marijuana?”. I became tired of my parents questions, I don’t know how to answer them, and I don’t know what are they doing to me if they know I do what they have asking to me.The ‘ganja’ plus alcohols equals THE RUIN ON MY LIFE!I want to stop my bad habit, but I don’t know how to start this from where.
Until, my cousin is see me with her only eyes when I drunk.
But, my cousin is not told what she sees to my parents. But she is asking me why I do this?From that, I’ve become realize what I do is wrong. I cry in my cousin’s hug, and I promise her I will not do this again.Yeah I promise her. And I do what I promise to her. I QUIT!That time also reminds me with my Junior High School girlfriend (hahahaha).
Her name is TINA. Yeah I love her so much.
Why I put her name on my post? It’s because of my bad habit makes me cannot meet her or just to say ‘Hi’ to her for a very long fuckin’ time. And also because of my terrible habit, I cannot tell her that I love her very much. I keep lying to myself that I love her very much, I fell shy to myself if I say that when I drunk. Many of my friends are know about my condition, but they also tell the opposite condition to her, just because they don’t want to hurt her feeling or mine.
It’s start when I graduate from my Junior High School. After 5-6 months of my graduate. I became often to hangout with my Junior High School friends. Some of them is school, and some of them is didn’t. My friend who didn’t school is start asking me to drink a little bit, some of them is asking me to use the ‘ganja’ for sure.
But, because of my age is so want to know ‘the new stuff in my life’, I start with try the drinks of course, but (aaarrrggh, shit!, why is that thing is so tasty?!), it’s became some of addiction to me, I was not try to stop that, but I start to drink, drink, and drink again until I collapse because of drunk.
Later that day, I wake up with a terrible headache.
My god dammed activities is keep on going within 2-3 weeks until I try the ‘ganja’.When I first try the ‘ganja’, my mind is like fly away leaving my body in the earth! And this kind of ‘high’ is became some of new addiction to me of course. I using the ‘ganja’ almost everyday on my life (in that time of course). I keep doing that until myself is become so fuckin’ stupid, and my parents is start asking me things like: “Are you drink alcohol?”, or “Are you use marijuana?”. I became tired of my parents questions, I don’t know how to answer them, and I don’t know what are they doing to me if they know I do what they have asking to me.The ‘ganja’ plus alcohols equals THE RUIN ON MY LIFE!I want to stop my bad habit, but I don’t know how to start this from where.
Until, my cousin is see me with her only eyes when I drunk.
But, my cousin is not told what she sees to my parents. But she is asking me why I do this?From that, I’ve become realize what I do is wrong. I cry in my cousin’s hug, and I promise her I will not do this again.Yeah I promise her. And I do what I promise to her. I QUIT!That time also reminds me with my Junior High School girlfriend (hahahaha).
Her name is TINA. Yeah I love her so much.
Why I put her name on my post? It’s because of my bad habit makes me cannot meet her or just to say ‘Hi’ to her for a very long fuckin’ time. And also because of my terrible habit, I cannot tell her that I love her very much. I keep lying to myself that I love her very much, I fell shy to myself if I say that when I drunk. Many of my friends are know about my condition, but they also tell the opposite condition to her, just because they don’t want to hurt her feeling or mine.
Until now, I still love her very much, but because of our distance, and because of my stupidity, she is always with someone else (T_T).
If there is a time where there is just ME and HER. I promise, I will tell her how much I love her! I don’t care what will people say to me! Fuck what people say about me! But I still love her!
If there is a time where there is just ME and HER. I promise, I will tell her how much I love her! I don’t care what will people say to me! Fuck what people say about me! But I still love her!
TINA, if you read this, I just want you to know. I STILL LOVE YOU LIKE WE FIRST MEET!! I’ll do anything to make you trust me (as well as I could do that).
To TINA’s now boyfriend: You are lucky bro! You have the most beautiful and the most kind angel on earth. Please take care of her. Keep her away from the troubles that bring a ruin to her life!Okay!
To TINA’s now boyfriend: You are lucky bro! You have the most beautiful and the most kind angel on earth. Please take care of her. Keep her away from the troubles that bring a ruin to her life!Okay!
Well, that’s a little story of my fuckin’ terrible past. But now I became a different man, with a different fuckin’ think!
For who feel intimidate with my story, I’m so sorry, I write what I do.
For who feel the same condition as mine, I just want to say, that’s life! LIFE SUCKS isn’t it?!
Friday.
28-11-2008
21.21 PM
28-11-2008
21.21 PM
Download: 5NMP.tar.gz
MD5: codito.de/remote-exploit-md5/5nmp.txt
Author: Filip Waeytens
Background:
SNMP is the Simple Network Management Protocol. It is used by many if not most companies to manage and monitor their infrastructure. It is also often overlooked in terms of security and underestimated as an attack vector.
RFC1157.
Components:
The program is a GUI program, written in c#, so you'll need the .NET framework (3.5) and it will only work in MS Windows (Mono and Windows GUI components are a pain to make compatible for now).
It uses 2 DLL's that were written from scratch: the hacking.snmp and hacking.bruteforce.dll. These components were written from scratch. The SNMP dll is not complete yet but whenever the author finds time it will be extended to support bulkget and extended ASN parsing, so enumeration will become possible as well as SET actions. You will also need to provide a dictionary for dictionary attacks. A very small one is included.
Generic usage:
The interface should be intuitive enough.
Use the slider to increase or decrease scanning speed. This is important to get accurate results. On a LAN the slider can be set to maximum speed. Behind a Natted broadband connection, caution is advised.
Devices such as ADSL modems aren't capable to deal with the large amount of packets and nat connections they generate. The program uses non-blocking udp sockets and a listener for answers, which makes it quite fast.
You can also set the destination port for devices which listen on non-standard ports (not 161) and set the listening port to make sure the packets get back ok in case of firewalls.
For optimal speed, turn off verbosity, errors and reverse lookups (only in case of maximum speed on a LAN).
Results can be saved in XML for further processing and loaded back.
Screenshot :
For more information, please visit : Remote-Exploit
BackTrack is the most top rated linux live distribution focused on penetration testing. With no installation whatsoever, the analysis platform is started directly from the CD-Rom and is fully accessible within minutes.
It's evolved from the merge of the two wide spread distributions - Whax and Auditor Security Collection. By joining forces and replacing these distributions, BackTrack has gained massive popularity and was voted in 2006 as the #1 Security Live Distribution by insecure.org. Security professionals as well as new-comers are using BackTrack as their favorite toolset all over the globe.
BackTrack has a long history and was based on many different linux distributions until it is now based on a Slackware linux distribution and the corresponding live-CD scripts by Tomas M. (www.slax.org) . Every package, kernel configuration and script is optimized to be used by security penetration testers. Patches and automation have been added, applied or developed to provide a neat and ready-to-go environment.
After coming into a stable development procedure during the last releases and consolidating feedbacks and addition, the team was focused to support more and newer hardware as well as provide more flexibility and modularity by restructuring the build and maintenance processes. With the current version, most applications are built as individual modules which help to speed up the maintenance releases and fixes.
Because Metasploit is one of the key tools for most analysts it is tightly integrated into BackTrack and both projects collaborate together to always provide an on-the-edge implementation of Metasploit within the BackTrack CD-Rom images or the upcoming remote-exploit.org distributed and maintained virtualization images (like VMWare images appliances).
Being superior while staying easy to use is key to a good security live cd. We took things a step further and aligned BackTrack to penetration testing methodologies and assessment frameworks (ISSAF and OSSTMM). This will help our professional users during their daily reporting nightmares.
Currently BackTrack consists of more than 300 different up-to-date tools which are logically structured according to the work flow of security professionals. This structure allows even newcomers to find the related tools to a certain task to be accomplished. New technologies and testing techniques are merged into BackTrack as soon as possible to keep it up-to-date.
No other commercial or freely available analysis platform offers an equivalent level of usability with automatic configuration and focus on penetration testing.
For more information, please visit : Remote-Exploit
In this tutorial, I will teach you how to make "fire text" effect.
1. Open Your Photoshop program.
2. Start a new workspace with a canvas size of 600 X 160. You can make it any size you want, but for the purposes of this tutorial, I will be using 600 X 160.
Use a simple, thick font and write out your text. I will be using "Eras Bold ITC" for my text.
3. Next, add the following color balance layers in the exact order. (To do this, go to Layer >> New Adjustment Layer >> Color Balance )
4. Make sure your text layer is under your color balance layers. Rasterize your text layer. Now comes the fire part. Choose your smudging tool, and pick out an appropriate sized brush. Start smudging your text to make it look like fire.
Be sure to include the "wavy" parts at the top. When you're finished, it should look something like this:
I hope this tutorial helped!
*Note: If you place anything ABOVE the color balance layers, it will not be affected. So if you want something to be normal instead of orange-ish, just place it in a layer that is above the color balance.
1. Open Your Photoshop program.
2. Start a new workspace with a canvas size of 600 X 160. You can make it any size you want, but for the purposes of this tutorial, I will be using 600 X 160.
Use a simple, thick font and write out your text. I will be using "Eras Bold ITC" for my text.
3. Next, add the following color balance layers in the exact order. (To do this, go to Layer >> New Adjustment Layer >> Color Balance )
4. Make sure your text layer is under your color balance layers. Rasterize your text layer. Now comes the fire part. Choose your smudging tool, and pick out an appropriate sized brush. Start smudging your text to make it look like fire.
Be sure to include the "wavy" parts at the top. When you're finished, it should look something like this:
I hope this tutorial helped!
*Note: If you place anything ABOVE the color balance layers, it will not be affected. So if you want something to be normal instead of orange-ish, just place it in a layer that is above the color balance.
know what!?
sialan banget ini hari!
gw baru masuk skolah,baru sekitar 2 jam belajar, eh guru bEpE dateng nyariin gw!
udah gitu,dibawalah gw k'ruangannya.
di interogasi kaya orang abis nyolong angkot!!
paraaaahh!!
padahal cuma gara-gara gw ga masuk skolah selama 6 hari di dalam 2 minggu!!
parah ga tuh,udah gitu lama banget pula di ceramahinnya!
hadooohh.....
sialan banget ini hari!
gw baru masuk skolah,baru sekitar 2 jam belajar, eh guru bEpE dateng nyariin gw!
udah gitu,dibawalah gw k'ruangannya.
di interogasi kaya orang abis nyolong angkot!!
paraaaahh!!
padahal cuma gara-gara gw ga masuk skolah selama 6 hari di dalam 2 minggu!!
parah ga tuh,udah gitu lama banget pula di ceramahinnya!
hadooohh.....
because my another blog is deleted(because of unacceptable reason),also because of my friend Nanda is asking me to make a blog with an Google account.
so i make a new blog with a new Google account,and also with the blablabla that i have,haha.
so everybody,please help me how to organize a good blog.
so i make a new blog with a new Google account,and also with the blablabla that i have,haha.
so everybody,please help me how to organize a good blog.
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